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Nov. 21st, 2005 @ 01:41 am (no subject)
Three things I have learned at Davis.

1) Counterstrike:Source
2) Quake III Arena
3) Gunz the Duel

I'm sure there's the occasional problem about chem or math. Somewhere.

I swear that the stack of homework on my desk keeps getting bigger and bigger. How the hell is the second floor's bass so powerful?

And where the hell can I get a subwoofer like THAT?
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Feb. 10th, 2005 @ 09:00 pm (no subject)
So yeah. I've been spending the past few days bumming around and playing quite a lot of Rome: Total War... what with the new patch out and all. Let's just say... it's a LOT better than before. It still has bugs though... which annoys the crap out of me since I'm a spoiled brat and played a LOT of starcraft and quite a bit medieval: total war (awesome game.. i swear to god i should've bought it when it came out).

Here is a sample of the annoying things that happens.
1. Spartans are "elite" troops. They're so disciplined and badass that if they are attacked by an enemy unit... they wont' do a damn thing until you tell them to turn around and start stabbing the goddamn person that's stabbing them. Admirable? No. Stupid? Yes.
2. Tell your men to go somewhere. Give them no cavalry support. Watch them all die when the general charges with ten of his buddies and ruins your entirely carefully made PLAN. Since when could 20 guys rout an army of 400????????????? Right. I don't CARE if their are articles about how cavalry didn't need stirrups to charge. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD... 20 MEN CANNOT ROUT 200.......400...... 600......
3. The worst bug is the entire "skirmish" function with all javelin users. Or pilum users. OR WHATEVER. The point is... if you want to be a good skirmersher... you should run AWAY from a unit when it starts to run towards you. Yeah man. Your paper armor will last REAL long against lorica segmentata. And damn the spelling you got the point.

And yes... it is STILL the most awesomest RTS ever. Nothing beats watching the most perfectly made line of legionary cohorts completely DESTROY all opposition.


So yeah. School is almost out. Well... not really. I mean there are AP exams and junk. But honestly... geh?
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Feb. 4th, 2005 @ 10:19 pm (no subject)
So its the start of the second semester of the final year at Lowell. Only thing I can say is "THANK GOD!"

And yes... that was NOT a typo.

So yeah. I got Morehen, Shapiro, Mitchell ( a surrogate Ms. Fuller), and Schmidt. Oh and Spellicy. Who isn't as nuts as I thought he would be. Meh... at least Macro is WAY cooler than Micro.

Pathetic weakness. That's the only thing I pray I could get rid of.
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Feb. 3rd, 2005 @ 03:15 am (no subject)
Hi Kerui.i suck. i love guys
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Jan. 21st, 2005 @ 11:35 pm About as serious as snowball in July.
Finals are over. And they were so FUN. *rolls eyes*

And THEN. We get self-scheduling. Ah.... memories of last RAP. Glad those are semi-washed away. Makes me feel bad that I wasted a 2nd rap on online scheduling. Blargh. If shield and scroll takes my english class... I'll have to beat someone up. :). Probably Toemhos or Andrew... just cause I'm supposed to.Which reminds me. You are all fucking cowards. I hate you all. Yeah... you think I'm so stupid that I don't know what you printed and showed to random people? COME ON.

I'm looking at some of my old entries. The very old ones that make no sense. Oddly enough... some of these are hilarious. I think I must have lost brain cells cause I don't even write in coherent english anymore. Meh. Oh well.

When I'm reading these things... I'm just thinking about why I wrote them in the first place. And I keep coming back to the same cause: boredom and exhaustion.

Bear with me here, I don't think I was actually ever physically or mentally tired. I never, ever really felt so freaking tired I couldn't function. I mean... sure sleeping at 2:00 every other day does tax the body but who cares. It's just a vehicle and I'm not doing anything wrong in the time it has these demands put on it.

So now it's just a cycle. My New Year's Resolution was to do homework at home and so I did it. Big whoop. Now what? I suppose my new goal would be to get an A in an english class for once but it simply won't happen. Its hilarious cause I hated the Harvey Mudd essay prompts so much and I wrote one of the best essays I've ever written for it. Well... best essay a person can write in an hour or two.

Things that were not in it: cloning, test-tube babies, and legalized "expiration"
Yeah... start hating me now if you understood that at all.

Now.. before you start thinking this is mere drivel. Yes.. you're right. It IS drivel. For some odd reason... the only person I can explain these things to is Toemhos. With a weird disturbing intensity I can perfectly rationalize EVERYTHING. Yes... I know I'm useless. Yes... I know I'm stupid. But honestly... I'm not going down without a fight. I'm never going to let anyone screw me over to fulfill their pathetic teacup of an ego. I'm sick of everyone capping on me to make themselves feel better. Yes... I don't mind the capping... but in the most pathetic fashion ever. "It's better to be hated than ignored" Sounds Faulkner-ish eh? And then I realize it still kind of sucks. Yeah, I'm going to have great memories. But I've got a lot more that suck than anything else. I don't ask for much. I just ask for people to fucking lay off and not play more mind fuck games with me even if YOU don't know it. Yeah... I've thoroughly humiliated myself by now and I'm off to sleep. I already know what everyone is thinking (if htey read it) but that just makes me egotistical. To think that my actions actually have an impact.
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Dec. 27th, 2004 @ 08:43 pm My name is Rustbucket.
Things to do over the break.... which started last week... o_O.
To bug Sam to give me FRQ questions. Which I must do... this week. o_O.
Convince myself that the Morehen homework doesn't really exist and to convince myself all this work has a point.
To turn in those damn applications!
Actually swim. Cause like... lap swim isn't reallly ... lap... swim... if you don't do... laps... >_>

Am currently playing World of Warcraft! Almost the end of my first month.
Lvl. 28 Priest who can go around saving people's butts and getting little more than a thank you. It's great to lord it over the little people. :) :) :).

I despise the Common App. Short Essay < 150 Words. 250 < Long Essay < 500. Wow. I've done single math assignments that probably had more work than that. And the Supplements are not much better... Given $10, where would you spend a day (something like that).


First response was ... (buy a really log and then burn every trace of application farts I could possibly gather my grubby little fingers on. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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Dec. 1st, 2004 @ 08:54 pm (no subject)
oh GOD.

First the dentist got a wire stuck in my gums between my teeth. God. Took forever to get it cut and my mouth was bleeding. Ugh.

Then they tell me to wear a freaking rubber band. So now I've got this very big rubber band square in the front of my mouth that is inconvenient and very painful.

Shit... just cause my fucking bite is so off that my teeth don't even TOUCH each other. Fucking bad teeth. They may look ok but I can't even fucking CHEW. ARGGGHHH.

There's gotta be a way to prestretch these things.
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Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 11:13 pm (no subject)
Current Music: Loch Lomond- Chanticleer
I lose.
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Nov. 22nd, 2004 @ 10:25 pm (no subject)

I kicked Andrew really really hard today. I'm not going to say sorry casue I was aiming for his backpack. Even if I DID kick his ass by accident, he deserves it...

Damn spelling.
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Nov. 21st, 2004 @ 10:52 am (no subject)
Current Mood: crankycranky
*Evaluates current theories.
*Diagnostic complete.

Must. Buy. Alien. Hominid.

Anyone finish UC Apps? I just started typing it up. On part six. My personal statement shouldn't be too bad... cause it's really really open ended stuff. Especially the one they labelled "open ended." >_>

Did I spell something wrong? Oh well.



That is all.

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